Just got home and showered after playing Tennis with A. It was fun but it was kinda spoiled by the fact that we fought on the way there and on the way home. Seems to be the norm lately - we have not been getting along well at all.

Tonight - he accused me of cheating on him - again - and I dunno if he is serious or just? Testing my reaction? I am grasping here.

I told him that I was sick of his accustations, and that a full course-load and full-time job left me no time to cheat on him. I told him, on a more serious note, that I am only half way through this program and if he's feeling this way now, we could be in trouble.

I stay up late a lot doing homework long after he's in bed. I am also guilty of falling asleep on the couch, often. So that, we have not had much sex lately. He is feeling neglected - somewhat understandably. I am just spent and have nothing, not even sympathy, to give right now. I am like, "yeah, well I'd like more back-rubs, you want more sex - neither one of us is getting what we want so quit being so conceited and acting like you got it all covered on my end". Or something like that. It's true - but it's not the most diplomatic I've ever been.

I am so tired.